A Letter For You
Writing about my energy healing and spiritual work has always felt impossible, as though words could never capture the profound depth of my experiences. For so long, I struggled to put into words what I see and feel—a perspective shaped by an awareness that often bypasses the filters of the mind and goes straight to the heart of existence. It took years for me to understand that the way I perceive the world is not how most others do, and that each person carries their own unique lens of reality. But no matter how different our paths may be, one truth unites us all: there are no shortcuts to growth. To truly transform, we must face and overcome our shadows.
And so, this letter is for You—a small offering from the depths of my journey, one that began in the hills of Slovenia, where my story first took root.
I was born in Slovenia, not long after my parents moved there from Montenegro. I was their first child, a bridge between the home they left behind and the uncertain future they embraced. Our family’s origins are Albanian, shaped by generations of resilience, as our ancestors once fled Montenegro to escape the violence of blood feuds.
Growing up, however, was far from easy. Nationalism ran deep in the fabric of society, and I struggled to understand the hostility and division that seemed so senseless to me.
Those early years left a mark on my self-confidence and self-image, driving me inward, into a world of unanswered questions and quiet longing.
In those moments of confusion and pain, it wasn’t people who lifted me up—it was animals. They became my sanctuary, offering me love and acceptance in a world that often felt harsh and unwelcoming. They taught me what unconditional love truly means, and they inspired a calling within me: to give back to the world by caring for those who had cared for me. That’s how my path to becoming a veterinarian began.
During my college years, I moved to the capital city—a place that would mark the beginning of my spiritual awakening. It was there, amidst the bustling streets and new experiences, that I first stumbled upon spiritual books and literature. Each page felt like a key unlocking pieces of a world I had always sensed but could never fully articulate. They gave me glimpses of understanding, helping me to see life from a deeper perspective.
A few years later, my path led me to meet my first spiritual teacher—a wise energy healer from China who changed the course of my life forever.
Her presence was a revelation, affirming what I had always believed: there is “something more,” a purpose beyond the material world that we are meant to experience.
From that moment, I felt an unshakable drive to heal myself, to uncover the layers of my being, and to learn everything I could. I seized every opportunity to grow, guided by a relentless thirst for truth and transformation. It wasn’t long before I discovered within myself a remarkable ability—the power to effortlessly connect with Source frequency and guide others to do the same.
Source frequency represents the highest vibration in existence. It expresses itself as oneness, unity, and complete integration—the consciousness of the universe and the frequency from which all creation flows. This frequency resides within each of us as our Higher Self, connecting us to all that is.
This ability felt like both a profound blessing and an undeniable calling, one I couldn’t fully explain but knew I had to share. I felt an unshakable need to help—to bring healing to both people and animals—and I had unwavering faith in my ability to do so. This newfound purpose became the very heartbeat of my life, the reason I woke up every day with renewed energy and determination.
Yet, the path was far from easy. Many tried to discourage me, to suppress the way I worked and the guidance I followed, but I refused to yield.
Their resistance only strengthened my resolve, and in the end, persistence became my greatest ally. Over time, my connection deepened, and the insights I received grew clearer and more profound. Questions that had once haunted me were finally answered, as if Source had begun to trust me with greater understanding.
On Christmas Eve in 2003, I attended a group meditation that would change my life in ways I couldn’t have imagined. As we sat in a circle, the energy within me urged me to leave the group and walk along the wall of the room. I didn’t know why, but I followed the pull. At one point, I stopped, overwhelmed by an intense wave of sadness that wasn’t my own. Tears streamed down my face as I questioned myself, Who am I crying for? It didn’t feel like my sadness.
Once I processed the emotion, I opened my eyes and realized I was standing in front of a picture of Christ. My first thought was, Am I crying for Him? But why would He choose me—a person who had never gone to church to confess—to feel His sorrow? And why would Christ cry? I had never heard of such a thing.
After the meditation ended, I shared my experience with the group, hoping for insight. Instead, they dismissed my questions, saying I was overthinking it. Confused and a little discouraged, I left.
Once I processed the emotion, I opened my eyes and realized I was standing in front of a picture of Christ. My first thought was, Am I crying for Him? But why would He choose me—a person who had never gone to church to confess—to feel His sorrow? And why would Christ cry? I had never heard of such a thing.
After the meditation ended, I shared my experience with the group, hoping for insight. Instead, they dismissed my questions, saying I was overthinking it. Confused and a little discouraged, I left.
A few days later, something unexpected happened. I suddenly felt compelled to clean my children’s bedroom. It was a small space with bunk beds and drawers underneath. As I pulled the drawers out to clean the floor, I came across the cover page of a weekly newspaper. Strangely, the rest of the pages were missing. When I unfolded it, I saw an article with the bold title: “Kristusove solze na Ajdičevem kipu”—Christ’s Tears on Ajdič’s Sculpture.
I couldn’t believe my eyes. I didn’t remember buying that newspaper, and I had no idea how it ended up in my children’s room or why only the cover page remained. It felt like a sign, a clue to something much bigger.
The article described a sculpture of Christ in Medjugorje, a holy site in Bosnia and Herzegovina known worldwide. What made the sculpture unique was that it was the only one in over 2,000 years to depict Christ rising. He stood with His hands lifted toward the sky, the crucifix lying on the ground behind Him. Even more astonishing, unexplained tears would mysteriously appear on the sculpture. This strange discovery felt like confirmation to me—Christ was reaching out, asking me to deliver a message. But there was one problem: I didn’t know how.
I had no prior knowledge of Christ’s life and had never read the Bible. In fact, I had always avoided learning about Him.
The only image I had of Christ growing up was of Him on the cross, crucified and suffering. That image made me uneasy, and I chose to distance myself from it.
Yet, as I sought answers to this experience, one realization stood out: Christ’s story had been altered.
It had been shaped to focus on His crucifixion rather than His resurrection.
This misdirection kept people rooted in His suffering, pulling them away from the true essence of His message—a message of rising, transformation, and unity with Source.
This realization made me turn inward. I began asking myself: Why was it so difficult for me to share this gift with the world?
For years, I struggled to understand why I couldn’t grow an audience or make a lasting impact.
At first, people seemed excited about what I had to offer, but their enthusiasm would quickly fade, leaving me wondering what I was doing wrong.
No matter how much effort I put into sharing my gift, it felt as though an invisible force wasn’t just holding me back—it was holding them back too.
The answer finally came to me during a meditation.
In a vivid vision, I saw an endless structure of gray roots, tightly intertwined in a way that made it seem impossible for anyone to untangle them.
The sight was shocking, and a profound sadness washed over me as I realized what I was witnessing—the collective low-level consciousness of humanity.
These dark forces were keeping us trapped, prisoners of fear and limitation.
Tears streamed down my face as I imagined the weight of this reality on Christ or anyone who had stood in His position.
I felt the depth of His struggle, His pain, and the overwhelming opposition He must have faced.
It left me questioning my own path: Why was I given this gift of healing if it seemed there was no way forward?
The vision felt like both a revelation and a burden, leaving me with more questions than answers, yet a deeper understanding of the immense challenges that come with trying to bring light into a world wrapped in shadow.
One morning, shortly after that profound experience, I had a vision while I was still half-asleep.
In it, I saw the image of a lamp—a unique piece of artwork I had purchased about 15 years earlier. At the time, I couldn’t explain why I had been so drawn to it.
It was a one-of-a-kind design that captured my heart at first sight. Now, I realized it was a piece of a much bigger puzzle.
The lamp had inspired me in ways I couldn’t fully understand back then, but its magnificent design later became the logo for my work.
The image represents people united, with no separation between them, collectively forming one body.
In that moment of clarity, I realized this was the answer I had been searching for all along.
To counter the collective dark forces, we need to unite people in the same way—on a collective level and at Source frequency.
It became clear to me that the only way to mirror and overcome the structure of the lower frequencies was to bring people together in alignment with Source.
I knew I needed to create an online program that could reach people across all corners of the globe.
Monday, March 4th, 2019 marked our first online session.
Since the pandemic in 2020, my awareness of the spiritual war unfolding around us has grown sharper than ever.
It has become undeniable that we are witnessing a battle between Christ and Antichrist.
The natural disasters, political unrest, and social chaos we face today are merely branches of this deeper conflict.
My curiosity led me to seek out the image or symbol of the Antichrist, knowing how symbols amplify energies and shape consciousness.
Yet, to my surprise, I couldn’t find any clear representation. Not long after, I had a vision of Christ crucified, and in that moment, the truth struck me.
The symbol of the Antichrist is a crucified Christ.
I realized that by focusing on His suffering and death, humanity has been misled into venerating pain instead of embracing His true message of resurrection, transformation, and rising. Looking back now on my experience with Christ 15 years ago, I understand why I cried for Him. The world has been deceived into bowing to the very image that keeps us from His ultimate truth. What a profound manipulation. What an insidious lie.
As I processed this revelation, I began observing people’s everyday behavior—in public, online, and on social media.
Fear saturates their lives. Their attention is consumed by what they are told by the mainstream media, controlled by those who profit from their submission. Despite mounting evidence of deception and manipulation, most people remain in denial, clinging to the very narratives that oppress them. It is nothing less than a centuries-old spell cast over humanity, crafted with unparalleled sophistication and cunning.
It’s no wonder so many are blind to the truth. No matter how much effort you put into explaining it, most see you as a threat rather than a guide.
This is, at its core, a spiritual war, and no war can be won without spiritual strength. The truth is clear: to liberate humanity, the spell must first be lifted.
Only then can people see the chains that bind them and reclaim their freedom.
I knew it was time to start hosting additional sessions.
Our first Sunday session took place on August 22, 2020.
The purpose of these gatherings was simple yet profound: to connect people from all seven continents and 24 time zones in Source frequency.
At that time, I had also been listening to other spiritual teachers who interpret biblical prophecies. They all agree on one thing: the end of time is near.
Many believe Christ will return to Earth to save humanity from destruction. However, they also say that before this happens, there must be a third temple of God. Everyone wonders what this temple will look like, especially as time seems to be running out.
Will He come? Does He need to come?
Listening to these questions, I was reminded of an experience I had many years ago, during a workshop led by healer Stephen Turoff from Great Britain when he visited Slovenia.
There were about 200 participants in that workshop, including my husband, my mother, my brother, and myself. After a long introduction, Stephen announced that he wanted to call Christ to join us. As the energy in the room intensified, it became so powerful that neither Stephen, the interpreter, nor anyone else could remain standing or keep their eyes open. Then, at the height of this energy, it lifted me from my chair. My hands rose involuntarily, and I screamed so loudly that my mother could hardly believe such a voice had come from me.
My heart raced so fast that it could have been dangerous, yet I felt no fear, as I had experienced similar moments before and knew what was happening.
At that moment, the spirit of Christ entered my body. He moved me, turning my body and, through my eyes, blessing everyone in the room.
I have a recording of that event and will share more details in my book. But I mention this experience here to answer the questions people often ask: Can Christ express Himself in physical form? Can He return?
The answer is yes—but it isn’t necessary.
When Christ came more than 2,000 years ago, He taught us what we needed to know. He showed us how to rise. That’s how He wanted us to remember Him. Now, it is our turn. We must leave the crucifix behind. Christ doesn’t need to return; instead, He waits for us to join Him at Source frequency.
For centuries, humanity has been told that Christ was different from us, creating a false belief that we could never come close to His level of consciousness or actions. This falsehood has kept humanity limited and disconnected from its full potential. The truth is that Christ was, and is, a highly conscious human being—a fully evolved channel of Source energy. He said it Himself: Whatever I can do, you can do, and even more. He didn’t care about religion or the church. What mattered to Him were the people. He never placed Himself above others; He was one of them.
Many deny His existence or His role as the Messiah, questioning how He could allow so much suffering to continue if He truly was the Savior. But to judge fairly, you must have a higher understanding—one that is hard to achieve without certain experiences. I have been privileged to see and feel the darkness that keeps humanity captive. As I’ve said from the beginning, humanity is under a spell. If it wasn’t a spell, how could people have allowed Christ, a man who healed hundreds, to be killed? This manipulation is of unimaginable magnitude. Even Christ could not break the spell alone. Humanity needed to evolve and unite for its power to dissolve.
Christ came to show us who we are, so that when the time was right, we could connect as one humanity and collectively rise to Source frequency.
Only together can we break the spell.
The power to do so lies within us, but we must first realize that nothing can separate us from God/ Source, unless we allow it.
The third temple of God is not a physical structure.
The true temple is our collective body, resonating in Source frequency.
It is a temple that cannot be destroyed, one given to us by God to create heaven on Earth.
Remember the image of the lamp I mentioned earlier. That is the symbol of the temple of God. The moment humanity breaks the spell, Christ will no longer need to cry, for we will have helped Him complete His mission. He cannot do this without us. Once we are free, there will no longer be any separation. He will become us, and we will become Him.
I would like to conclude this letter by inviting you to join our Sunday sessions.
Together, we can build the true temple of God—a temple within each of us, united as one in Source frequency for the rest of humanity. Through this unity, we can heal, rise, and help humanity find its way to freedom and grace.
Thank you for taking the time to read this letter.
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